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Diary of a Blueprint

by Flower of Industry

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MarzzatNizzet Queridas Flower of indistry, les escribo en mi idioma porque me es difícil explicar a que nivel espiritual y energético me han afectado sus rezos, he escuchado al menos una canción de este disco, cada día, durante años, y me duele haberles dado tan tan poco, Pero les envío ángeles y luz infinita, gracias por este encuentro-recordatorio, caminando hacia el final uno siempre se olvida que todo es un sueño de personajes pintados. les extiende su amor y rayo de luz MZ:NZ Favorite track: B.
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1.
B 02:06
2.
Sleepwalker 05:08
You were born into a world filled with stained glass people And they wept perfect tears that never made their eyes red And you thought that they were real So you became a hologram made of fraction-colored glass And you painted on your smile every morning And you thought that it was real But sleepwalker, I will cry your tears for you Until you learn their value And dream burglars, I will break your plastic molds Until the whole assembly line folds Because I want to see your soul You spend your days walking these blasphemous chapels And you wonder which of the figures in the window is your mother And you wonder if you’re real Sleepwalkers, you must learn to cry your own tears, Let them sting and let them sear And dream burglars will not put you in their molds They’ll know you can’t be sold And you’ll know that they were real And that you, yourself are real That everyone and everything is real.
3.
In those parking lots of french fries cheapened by the night skies A man falls to his knees As tears exit his eyes, all the stuff that he buys lands next to his keys He cries whoa My whole life is a cartoon And whoa I hope I find a way back to myself soon Because all my words are foreign to me They’re all from a script that I couldn’t see till now A poet sits in her room Words drip from her womb But she neglects this child As she moves towards her tomb All the words in her loom, They all come unraveled She cries whoa My whole life is a cartoon And whoa I hope I find a way back to myself soon Because all my words are foreign to me They’re all from a script that I couldn’t see till now They based their fictions off of details That were not important to the plots They had perfect grammar But they never said a word worth remembering In the woods a sage is meditating Climbing trees and ideating She sees what we can’t: That we are all just commentating On each other’s never fading facades as simple ants We cry whoa This whole life is a cartoon And whoa I hope we find a way back to ourselves soon Because all our words are foreign to us They all come from places we can’t get to by bus But if this whole life’s a cartoon, then we might as well laugh.
4.
Specimen 08:12
The day that they found You’d flung the doors to your mind wide open Was the day they tried to break into your head With a rusty battering ram You failed to learn to hate your neighbor And love yourself And so they decided To try to close your mind Doctor where’d you put my daughter? She didn’t come back home with me You’ve trapped her in a bottle I can barely hear her failing voice It’s not that you’re insane You’re just unafraid to feel But they couldn’t understand So they labeled you with a diagnosis And put you on the shelf to cultivate And in time they prescribed poorly tested drugs To fill the crevasses where you kept your feelings Until you could not feel anything Doctor where’d you put my friend A different person left your office You’ve trapped him in a jar A specimen to do experiments on As you grew older you were taught To climb the corporate ladder And at the top you’d find a heterosexual marriage And a small fortune When you would not conform They clasped you by the hand and proclaimed congratulations As they pushed you towards quicksand And all the while they were painting a number over your name Doctor where’d you put my soul? I can’t find it through the haze My head was a blank book You filled it with a maze So unlock the bars on all of the cages And let us roam free in the expanses of our own minds We never meant harm to anyone We just refused to be brainwashed into societal norms My head was a blank book You filled it with a maze
5.
Icarus 04:02
When we were young, you said “I’ll touch the sun,” he said “You haven’t won,” I said But who does? I miss you in a sense I miss our innocence I miss the soft defense Of wonder But when you go back to that starry hole, I hope you’ll know that I won’t be there Because your soul left both of our bodies in limbo You’re just a big bundle Of well thought-out screams Who shared most of my dearest childhood dreams And if you walk back to the end, you’ll see That you thirst to be thirsty And if you walk back to the start, you’ll see That I was all blurry, Yeah I was all blurry Didn’t you notice? Look at your eyes tonight They gave me quite a fright Inflamed with Aphrodite’s love juice I wish I’d had less fear When your eyes were still clear And you held me near At Skate King But when you go back to that starry hole, I hope you’ll know that I won’t be there Because your soul left both of our bodies in limbo You’re just a big bundle Of well thought-out screams Who shared most of my dearest childhood dreams And if you walk back to the end, you’ll see That you thirst to be thirsty And if you walk back to the start, you’ll see That I was all blurry, Yeah I was all blurry Didn’t you notice? Burn yourself down, sing your eyes out
6.
Life is short What are you crying for? Don’t waste your time Hiding behind a salty waterfall Won’t get you to the ocean Chivalry is dead Don’t get your panties in a twist No one will save you You are your own knight It’s your responsibility to save yourself You’re a rat Kicked from ship to ship Go captain your own Think you can only be the main character If it’s someone else’s book But all you are is a worm eating the page Chivalry is dead Don’t get your panties in a twist No one will save you You are your own knight It’s your responsibility to save yourself Your validation, it lies in yourself You’ll never find it in anyone else So come out of your turtle shell And walk with your own legs Being carried by a seagull Does not give you wings Chivalry is dead Don’t get your panties in a twist No one will save you You are your own knight It’s your responsibility to save yourself So save yourself
7.
Pastels 03:19
You sit beside a cheap bedside angel Waiting for the sun With visions of pastel chakras Forming nebulas in the black holes in your mind You let the halos of all the headlights That drift past your window in the night You let them grow loud in your mind Forming static to distort all your nightmares But then the tangerine dawn Takes its toll Takes your soul But gives you a new one
8.
You were my first guitar chord My first silent song My first atonal melody You were my first taste Of grapefruit juice in the starry morning You were in the face of every stranger That happy sense of danger That comes from being alive I’m looking for the power cord to my love So I can unplug it, so I can unplug it I finally found the truth in your own words: That I’m just a sad optimist trying to help an already happy pessimist And we used song as our middleman We sang only in past tense As if it could muffle the tolling of the bell That rang for the end of our imagined love You were my first brittle smile The only hug I ever had that left me stinging You were the gunpowder That I used when I burned down my own home But after I look through all the embers I’ll know how to dismember This toxic, tangled vine And I’m looking for the power cord to my love So I can unplug it, so I can unplug it I finally found the truth in your own words: That I’m just a sad optimist trying to help an already happy pessimist And we used song as our middleman We sang only in past tense As if it could muffle the tolling of the bell That rang for the end of our imagined love
9.
Today Tommy showed me a new way to walk Where you outline each step in bright blue chalk That way when you’re lookin’ to explore a new block You’ll know where you’ve already been Today I saw a lady on TV With long spindly legs, thin as could be And that spider woman, she said to me, “This is what you’ve always wanted” And I thought I knew Just what I needed But they knew what I wanted And they made me need it They wrapped me in blueprints And threw me in the conditioning room Today I went shopping in the shiny new mall To create an image to mask my fall Wonder if anyone will notice at all That I stopped being real And I thought I knew Just what I needed But they knew what I wanted And they made me need it They wrapped me in blueprints And threw me in the conditioning room
10.
Questions 03:15
Where do the streets go when there’s no one to walk them? Where does a desert go when it rains? Where does a smile go when there’s no face to hold it? I think you should stick around and find out Because I want to see you smile in the morning Where does the emptiness go when someone falls into it? Where are all the questions to your answers? Where does all the love go when there’s no one to feel it? I think you should stick around and find out That I will still love you in the morning Where do all the lies go once the truth is told? Where does a hole go when you fill it? Where does the soul go when the body dies? I guess that you wanted to find out More than you wanted to see me in the morning
11.
Cloudbirth 03:26
12.
Folding 04:43
You fold your hands like a napkin Perfect angles to hide the stains And you fold your hands like bed sheets You put them away where no one can soil them How does it feel to live without being alive? How does it feel to cry only in the night? But as we talk, something sacred burns Red, acrid ferns against the skyline Your words, they come prepackaged in quotation marks But I will not repeat them; no I will not repeat them But your lips are curved like a high strung bow Your teeth know how to sharpen these secondhand ideas How does it feel to live without being alive? How does it feel to cry only in the night? But as we talk, something sacred burns Red, acrid ferns against the skyline
13.
Prey 03:12
Pray to your syllables Pray to your nouns and your adverbs Pray to sonata form Pray to the coda and recapitulation Pray to your name Pray to your number Pray for deliverance From the thoughts inside your head Monsters under the bed And all that you dread having to do Pray to the lobbyists Pray to the house and the senate Pray to your signature Pray to your paycheck and all that it will buy Pray to your rules Pray to your structures Pray for deliverance From the knowledge in your spine Of chances you’ve declined While trying to buy some more time Because lately you’ve been realizing Time is short and you’ve been disguising Everything you love the most The end is near but you’re still sleeping Fighting off an urge for weeping Now’s the time to let it out So bow your head and end this drought
14.
The Kitchen 03:51
I want to reach the ceiling of our bodies Unscrew all the bulbs from their sockets Something will sputter, something will glow Something will sputter, but we’ll never know There is a light behind our eyes It’s not on the circuit, but we’ll never know Lying down, face on the kitchen parquet I look for mouse holes while you count the flies You find seventeen dead and three alive I’ve got sheets on my head since you’ve arrived Something will sputter, something will glow Something will sputter, but we’ll never know There is a light behind our eyes It’s not on the circuit, but we’ll never know
15.
E 02:04

credits

released April 12, 2015

Flute on Diary of a Blueprint by Hannah Plummer
Bass and Cajon on Sleepwalker and The Sad Optimist by Taylor Capps
Bass on Prey and The Kitchen by Michael Hinrichs
Guitar solo on Sleepwalker by Taylor Capps
Sleepwalker and The Sad Optimist mixed and recorded by Taylor Capps and Margrith Mooney
Prey and The Kitchen recorded by Blair Lorenzo and Rachel Sullivan
Prey mixed by Elisheva Aniseman

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